She's not just pushing you Cats- she's PUSHING you! It's not just one thing she's trying to get you to work on, it's several! She must think you have great capacity to learn and grow AND that you're ready for it, or she wouldn't do it. If you need her to go a little slower, then tell her- let's work on one thing at a time. I'm sorry you are so overwhelmed with this! Please take care of yourself.