Dear Joplin37,

I feel your FEAR, for I too have been where you are and the reason where not known to me, well at least not at that exact moment.
If I may, can I ask? - Have you been diagnosed with any certain disorder or have you seen a doctor for these resent feelings? I have found that a lot of my own feelings and fears have come from my unresolved past and wounds... they control if not dealt with.

I found the book "Feelings Buried Alive Never Die" by: Karol Truman, to be of real help in sorting out where my seemingly irrational fears came from - then once dealt with I could put them away, and for good.

Good Luck and Best Wishes

LoVe,
Rhapsody -