Just so everyone knows...It's me Eileen 2010...finally got a name change WOOT.

So, I had a brief hospitalization...one night ...less than 14 hours really. Here's what happened. I got into a bad place. Since I am no longer calling t in these crisises

, I called the Samaritans. I talked alot about the cancer and how it has effected me. I mentioned that I took a handful of Klonipin because the pain was bad. I took 6, .5 mg Klonipin. We taked for a bit and I felt better and was read to doze off to sleep, so when I hung up I hear the door bell rang. 2 cops here to bring me to the er. I was shocked, they had a one sided view of the transgript and we forcing me in by rescue.

I called T...he said don't worry we'll work it out. He has always said that he would never section me unless we had a long honest conversion.

So at the hospital I was trying to explain things and the shrink wanted to talk to Michael. I gave her the number, she called him then reported that he wanted me sectioned!!!!

I couldn't believe it. I worked hard and got out really quick because of medical appts this week. I fought tooth and nail to get out MAINLY because T gave then the referral for a section..."of course your T knows you best"

So I terminated. He isn't trustworthy, he doesn't have back. That was just a small incident...not even close to suicidal thoughts!!! So it's over. Not getting someone new anytime nsoojl