I've been struggling with Schizoaffective Disorder for a couple years now and lately it's been getting a lot better. My delusions have almost completely abated (still a little paranoid sometimes but I can reason with myself).
I tried to tell my mother that I'm getting a lot better and will probably be able to go about my life like a normal person.
And she didn't even look at me.
She didn't even acknowledge the good news.
I know she heard me because we were just talking about something a second before.

I hate her so much. She just sat there with a scowl on her face like she didn't even want to hear it.
I'm so sick of her hurting me like this.
She's my own mother! But I have to go to someone else's mother to get any kind of compassion for my struggle. For when I'm upset and freaking out I can't even go to my own mother. I don't know why I keep expecting her to care.