I really like the therapist I work with and she means a lot to me. Sometimes though I get the feeling she doesn't like working with me and just wishes I would go away. Everything can be going well and then she gets frustrated with me and will say something like we are at a crossroads or maybe this isn't working. I have to convince her I don't want to give up on the relationship, that I think it is working, that I have made progress, that her insight does help me. I feel insecure with her a lot for this reason. It is upsetting to me because I don't want to lose her. I don't want to make her frustrated. I sometimes feel I don't know how to do therapy right. I don't know if I am mindreading, progressing, or if I am right about my perceptions. Please help. This makes me so sad to think of losing her.
