(((((((((((((((((((((((( Shadow ))))))))))))))))))))))

Think for the last several months I've been so depressed that I've been able to block everything out. ( Is my best defense I have. I've learn to use it well and many times. )

Now that I'm back on an anti-d everything is come up where I have to deal with it and not put it away. Just hard to face things I don't want to face in the first place. Yeah DID still stinks !!

Monty