You're certainly not a nobody around here. After all, your profile says you're a "Grand Member"!
@SmackytheFrog - If postponing your education is what you need to do to be healthy, then that's what you should do. A therapist could help you sort it out. Or you can just sit down and write out a simple "Pros and Cons" list.
@Rohag - I am so in love with what you said. Nice.