((((((((((((( KUREHA )))))))))))))

I'm sorry that things are getting to you like this again. This is something you really need to talk to your T or psych about hon. Maybe you can discuss it with the nurse that you know likes you and have her confirm that the meds you are on or should be on are safe for you and help you feel safer and less worried.

Is there anywhere you can go where you feel safe and out of harms way? Try to do something good for yourself okay? Maybe that will help you to relax a bit and get that other nurse off your mind for awhile.

Take care of yourself KUREHA!