:::::::wiping tears:::::::::::: no one has ever really said that to me before. Omg, this is bad - I hate crying. [sigh]

Why in the world would someone NOT accept the caring on this site?? I was thrilled when I realized that people here genuinely care.......I felt like a sponge soaking up everything that I had always wanted and never received.

My poor T........the man couldn't even have a vacation without staying in touch. It was bad, still is but I'm keeping quiet. I have to see my pdoc on Wed. and my T on Thurs.

I snapped at my boss yesterday........first time. It was definitely not a good moment. He told me I couldn't leave early to go home and see Alex, after I was there the night before till 2:15am, and the night before that till 4:15am.......I just went off on him.

I need all of you too........even if I am silent.

xoxoxo
Mary Alice

P.S. Tomi you always make me smile, ty...........muah****