My T sits in her chair and watches me, although usually we continue talking even though I'm crying so it's not like she is just watching.

She has gotten out of her chair and handed me a tissue a couple of times; once she said, I know I'm not supposed to do this.....

(I've heard that in posts here, too, that Ts aren't 'supposed' to offer a client tissues, but I'm not sure why....)

I am ok with how she acts. I feel slightly embarassed crying in front of her, but I don't want any physical comfort from her at all.