Yes, that is my big problem...when I get in "my moods" I think it's so stupid to be paying money that should be spent on more practical things, rather than on my brain that I should be able to fix on my own! But I have to stop and remember that these T's chose to enter that profession and (most of them) love what they do. I'm not paying for a one-way, one sided, acquaintance...I'm paying for an educated, healthy, two-way relationship that is perfectly ok.

Oh and I have gotten a little "attitude-y" at times, and he will say "are you mad at me?" and I will say "no, I'm just frustrated with myself" and then he will say "oh of course not" while rolling his eyes I think I need to start getting more pissed off, then he'll be happy!