_sky...thanks for your care.
I called and called. Left messages, texted her.
If she doesn't have a clue I needed a call back by now there isn't another phone call that will make a difference.
I am starting to see it is part of my illness that gets me this low and then freaks me out w/ my abandonment issues.
I hold on now w/ bated breath hoping to hear from her. Even a text at this point would help calm me down and I would feel better knowing she is still out there caring.