I know. I miss my doggy sooo much......it seems so cynical no...it is sooo cynical to not trust---but I think I have been hesitant for sooo many years that I have successsfully avoided the pain of trusting and being disillusioned--rather--"eaten" by another predatorial human.

Most recent was my close call with a woman in CA. who promised to "help" me find housing................

She wanted to control, eat, and vomit me up--What a close call!!!!!!!

I listen to my inner child here---she didn't like this woman from the start-------

too many praises---this woman actually followed me on here--I knew it was her..

Scarey--------what do they want? Why?

I'm with you (((((Wolfsong)))))--when I can afford another hound--I'll be off to the shelter and have eye-contact with another dog--meant for me alone........with you-theo