its been about a year since I told my brothers.
My mother and father were confronted regarding the issues.
My brothers were told and all seemed to be on my side.
But today ... over a year later....I am still here.
They are still there.
What did I expect.
what was the use of facing it and telling.
Nobody did anything to change it
Its in the past approx 30 yrs
what would mom do? I always wondered this.
I wondered while I was in therapy why my little girl inside did not tell.
Why did it happen.
Why didnt my mother know,
What would she do if I told??
haaahh
Well now I know
NOTHING
Its not like I would want her to leave him...my dad.
She abused me also....but in a different way Shutting me UP!
...but I guess maybe that
I should expect that
I should expect her to get help and him too.
But they continue on
they still coexist and are still under the same roof
they visit together
they are one!
I am an adult I know it..... but
well I guess this would have been the outcome then as well
She would not have done anything
But she might as well blame me
7,
8,
9,
10,
11
12
13
14
15
16 yrs old
till I ran from home.
A safe distance but remaining their daughter.