Lady,

Congratulations on reaching out instead of curling up! You may not see it at the moment, but you ARE coping. You're coping by posting, by tapping into the resources here and in your own life. That's really hard to do when you're depressed, but you're doing it.

I share your fruxtration over being unable to access your healthcare profs in a timely way. That is such a difficult part of our current system.

I wish you peace and patience. You already have my admiration.