(((wolfsong))) - I agree with what you said and realize it hurts to be betrayed and let down. I suffered a great betrayal and wonder if I can ever trust again. You know when you see a dog that's been abused - they cower when someone comes close.....that's how I feel inside sometimes. I don't know why some people are mean. I was taught from a young age to, treat people the way I want to be treated and I wish every person would do this. You're not alone in feeling this way.