rainbow
I know it feels awful when the emotions start coming up all over the place. I told my T I was afraid I'd hurt him. He laughed and said "Do I look like I couldn't handle you?" He's a big guy. Even if he wasn't bigger than me, the over all feeling he gives off makes me secure no matter what the emotion. Now, I am sure he can handle what ever comes up. I am sure your T can also. Try to trust youirself also. I know it's hard.