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Originally Posted by rainbow8
Thanks, Melissa. The ironic thing is that "falling apart" is exactly what I need to do and want to do. I'm so full of contradictions and ambivalence!  I guess I want to fall apart and have my T catch me, hold me, and keep me safe.  |
This is sooooo exactly what I wanted a few weeks ago. I did have a bit of a meltdown, but not the "freak-out" I thought I wanted. Yesterday, I did fall apart a bit and I pretty much got what I needed from T. But I understand the falling apart so you can then be comforted and feel safe...I still want that.
Hang in there 
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