Jadedmoonbeam, I'm a little confused about the 'no contact contract' still being in contact with him? How does that work?
Why does he want a reaction from me? What does he get out of going back and forth - wanting me and not wanting me? Once he said, "now you know how it feels to be rejected. This is what I went through when you rejected me over and over again.". It almost feels like this is retribution for him. I've seen him take revenge out on his ex for taking their kids away from him. So I know he's capable. Why would he want to keep stringing me along only to have me there if he wanted me back? I know these are obvious questions. However, it helps when they are answered objectively. So bear with me.