the littlest things worry me, i dread doing anything like dishes laundry, im currently on unemployment and I have to file a new claim due to a new benefit year and im totally freaking out about it. I wont lie I took a few xtra xanax to deal with it, hoping I can just sleep the day away instead of feeling this way. I ask myself why am i freakin gout, all it is is a phone call to re file, im still eligible for benefits for atleast another month or 2. I think i just want to get it over with, . Everyday things that i never batted an eyelash at now drive me over the hill and around the corner to the looneybin, I hate feeling this way, even when its really not a big deal, for me, it is, anyone else feel like this? thanks for listening,
Beth