Hello, thank you for your post. Ultimately I did not get sent to a hospital. I still do not drink and am fine with that. I would rather not than have so much grief with my husband. Because I attempted suicide the pm docs will not touch me, so I am just going on hoping that it will get better or I will be given the grace to deal with the pain. I really appreciate the viewpoints that have been given here. It has helped me to look at my problem from many angles. Thank you again....

<font color=purple>Never, Never, Never Quit. -Winston Churchill</font color=purple>