I'm glad to hear that you've stopped drinking. I'm sorry that you are having so much trouble. I have fibromyalgia too. Do you see a rheumetologist? I also attempted suicide in the past but it hasn't made any difference as far as getting treated. Have you ever tried the water aerobics for people with arthritis and fibro? They really help a lot. I know that it really gets old being in pain all the time. I hope you can find a rheumetologist that will treat you. It sounds like your husband could benefit from counseling too, so I hope it all works out.