yes kimmy, it does feel like not owning your own life. I have left jobs and met people years later and been confused when they have told me of things Ive done. I have no sense of dates and tracking back years is impossible. Its all mixed up and one knows this, while the other knows that. I dont lose time to the extent i used to, things are improving dramatically in that front for me.

So i agree that SJ you need to speak to your T. There are lots of things to consider and think about here for you and im sure your T will be able to set you straight and point you in the right direction.

atg