Don't worry it isn't directed at anyone here. I am so mad at myself for being so vulnerable and needy in T. I hate myself for talking about the one quote in the book I am reading that I really wanted to avoid. Ihate that talking about that one quote put me in such a tailspin that I had to schedule an extra session tomorrow(monday). I hate that I had to run into HER when that is the last thing I needed. I dont know why I am writing this guess I just needed to vent a little. I really think all this anger is to cover up how raw and exposed I still feel after wednesday session. ICK I know this probably means that I am doing good work as my T tells me but it is just so painful.