But don't you think if you ask them about self-injury, they are going to pretty much get it? I know if I asked my T about it, she would ask if I did it or question why I was asking.

I only really want to tell my T if I cut if it happens again, since last time was in June. But I feel like I might be close to slipping up, and I wonder if it's better to tell her before I cut to prevent it - or after I cut just so I can make sure I was actually going to cut and didn't tell her for nothing. I know which answer is right, but it's all much easier said than done.

ETA: Also, I believe she works in someone elses office, would that count as an 'agency'? I was thinking if I told her to make her promise not to hospitalize me. But I bet she'd do what she wanted anyway.