Snowflake, your spelling and English grammar are better than many "native's".
Although I don't self injure, I can understand you wanting your wounds to show. You need someone to acknowledge your pain. Hopefully, you won't feel the need to do that anymore once you get going with your therapy sessions.
Anyway, I just wanted to drop by and say "Hi" to you. Please take care of YOU.
<font color=blue>"The winds of change continue rolling and they just carry me away."</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.