I can totally understand the pain u might be going through. . . .
And no u r not at all horrible. . . .
Stop thinking u r. . . .
I'm so glad u shared what u r feeling with us. . . .
It's not ur fault u r depressed. . . .
Every one does at one or the other point of time. . . .
It's just taht u r going through a bad phase of life right now. . . .
Loads and loads of prayers for u. . . .
May ur best friend understands and get's back to u. . . .
I can understand how hard losing a friend can be specially when u said she has a lot of her own problems to cope with. . . .
I wish u happiness and hugs if u need them . . . .