I have been with same T for quite some time now. Recently I have been more honest and told her how I feel (suicidal) instead of hiding. Previously, she was more understanding in my ups and downs and waspatie t with phone calls during the struggling stressful situations. However, now that I have said all these stressful situations have made me get to a point of being scared because all I am seeing as an answer to make them end is death, I feel she is pushing me away. She hits the button to dismiss my call to her cell so it doesn't even go to voicemail. She is very very short when do reach her. Last session, she told me she would find me someone else. And it has been planned for an extremely long time that we would continue via phone if my hopes for moving come true, she now says that won't happen. It was her that was the one that has said it would work. Where I was set that it would end if I moved. Last session, I really opened up and this is what I got. Now I want to end it now, so I won't be dealing with losing my friends her and my T at the same time. I don't have a clue as to when a move would happen, as I do not control the timing. Could be weeks or months. So if I keep going in therapy and get to a place that I have been torn apart (which I am at now) and this ends in weeks, how I am or will I recover mentally? How do I r eact to me saying I am suicidal and her just pushing me away? I want help from her to understand why it is that these stresses in my life have gotten me to this point and how do I keep them from getting me here. I want help to believe that one more thing won't push me over the edge. I don't understand if this is a therapeutic approach of hers or what. Sorry this is so unorganized. Thanks