I don't know. After 5 visits I like her as a person well enough, but I don't feel bonded or invested in her OR in therapy in any way. In fact, half the time I feel like I coach HER on various things. I know that sounds snotty, but it's how I really feel. The only reason I keep going is that I don't want to end up in a hospital again--that, and the fact that for some reason our insurance pays for most of it (for now).

I don't feel like we are doing any serious work in therapy, just like I am checking in on a weekly basis to make sure I'm not melting down or anything. I guess that's not nothing.