Thanks nice girl.

I did make it to work, though it's hell to focus on anything.

I still haven't told my little brother what happened. He was close to my best friend too, and he's even more fragile than I am. I can't bring myself to tell him all the bad stuff that has happened. It's going to break his heart...

We're supposed to fly back to London tonight and we'll be leaving behind my other best friend (who has been no help at all through this because he's in the depressive phase of his bipolar) and my husband's best friend too.