Just to clarify...I asked if he liked me less and he said "no". And then he asked if there was anything else and that's when I said the other stuff and he said "we're almost out of time" and asked me a stupid question.

Really, I always end up calling or e-mailing when we have any kind of misunderstanding or rupture or whatever, because being disconnected from T is THE worst feeling in the world for me. So it feels really weird to me that I have NO interest in talking to him. It's so not like me.

I'm just too triggered in general right now, I think. I don't know WHAT to do. This feels really really bad