I have to go back to my pmd that I had the session with last week that I ended up telling him some pretty private stuff and I can feel myself flushing with embarrassment already thinking about having to talk about it again. I usually want to go and hate when I have to leave but I was just such a mess last week it is hard to walk back in there. He has said he wants it to be a safe place for me and I guess I must be starting to feel that way if I said what I did, but I surprised myself when I said it, then couldn't do anything but cry.When I finally turned and looked at him, there was a tear falling down his face. Then I certainly didn't know how to feel. I think it is going to be hard to walk back in there this week.