I emailed my t today about my appointment for tomorrow. My t has said that I am just completely disconnected from him. (I know, big surprise for you all)

.......So I had an idea....... since it has been a while since I have been in t maybe we could take inventory, but in a different way.

I have been having such a hard time sharing absolutely anything with him, it is like we are strangers. My idea was that I would come in and we would pretend that this was an intake session. I would go by the name "Meghan" and we would have to stay in the role play like we have never met before. He is to fill out all his paperwork like he did the first session and I will answer honestly. (no pretending on that part)

At the end he will present a diagnosis and treatment plan and I will have time to ask any questions of this new therapist.

Neither one of us is allowed to break the role play and he has to call me by my new name.

I emailed this to him and he agreed. What do you guys think? Do you have any ideas of what questions I should ask? If you had a "do over" first session with your t what would you do differently? What would be important to you? Do you think this is just silly or what? I am not sure what I got myself into but I think that it will be interesting.