Thanks Sarah, it's really amazing that I am the same person who could never even say the words. Yes it is good to see how far we have come. Nice reminders. Funny though, as I was just thinking about this after I posted it that a month ago I had suicidal feelings of driving off a cliff as I felt no escape from my trapped pain and stress due to work. Bigger laugh yet is that I told hubby I couldn't do it in the truck as it was a good vehicle and that I wished I had been in the clunker that day. I think i was just telling him how horrid I felt.