Just keep showing up Jexa and being willing. Your t will lead the way. Remember she is your guide.

p.s. I think it is super cool to hear you talk about your new t and it seems to me like you two have a good connection. I don't want to be intrusive or anything but if you ever feel like sharing what happened about the whole legal issue and if you talked to her about it I would love to hear. I know that you were struggling with what to do.