I definately understand the anger that you are going through. I'm a rapid cycling bipolar and I often will get irritated and angry at the drop of a hat, and then two seconds later I am just fine. It is hard to deal with these emotions. What makes it even harder is that fact that sometimes they are uncontrollable and interfere with everyday life (work, family).

I wish you the best of luck and hope that you are able to find the right combination of meds for you. Don't give up if the meds don't work right away. That is the one thing that really always gets me, is how long it takes for some meds to work, and the trial and error periods where it seems like nothing is going to work.

Hang in there (i know that seems like a pretty generic comment). Once you find the right mood stabilizer things should even out for you. Good luck.