Thanks. It was hard work getting everything set up and getting the bugs out of one part of what I was doing conflicting with another or throwing this one off while it worked.

at one point it seemed like all we were doing was my calling my therapist that was helping me at that time saying I give up I tried this this and this and its not working, so I tried to change this that and the other to make it work and no go running out of ideas here. and the stupid caseworker probably wont let my son come home anyway so why bother fixing me just let me die already. Let me out of my promise so I can kill myself now. and she would call me back and get me to calm down and we would take it one step at a time to find the glitch in what I was doing and change that to make everything work together at a pace that I could handle.

At one point my therapist and I were seen together so much by the DHS caseworker because we were riding together to court hearings and meetings just so we had more therapy time before and after the appointments, that the caseworker sent her to the ethics board many times for claims of my therapist and I having an unethical relationship and she was promoting unhealthy attachment issues.

The ethics board sided with us and deemed the claims as unfounded. and my therapist and I continued working and setting up the plans ( then of course when we had everything in place and I no longer needed face to face sessions with her the caseworker had a fit and sent the therapist to the ethics board for not doing her job correctly by not meeting with a client enough.) Couldn't please the wiched Witch of the west. Oh well the witch ended up burning her own broom and b*tt in the process.

But anyway now that everything is set up it doesn't seem hard and doesnt seem like work most of the time. I go biking, read books, cook, take t2 hour bubble baths, watch movies all kinds of activities during this plan. I'll be posting more about this in my blog - at some point. so you all can read more about it there.

Yes I plan on keeping up with the work. thanks for the compliment.

And thanks Mandy for the pm.