treehouse... i'm sorry your hurting and struggling but, I am hopeful for you that thursday will help you clear up and process more of these painful emotions... and give you a chance to work everything out with your T!
be gentle with yourself!!!
Also, I wholeheartedly agree with SweetLove! this will work out.
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A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou.
so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456
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"You're not here merely to make a living. You are here to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world. You impoverish yourself if you forget this errand." (Woodrow Wilson)