My fiance and I have been together for 3 years. I was aware that he suffered from some kind of disorder early on and felt that I loved him and that would be enough. He has recently been diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. After having our baby,who is now 5 months, every issue has been exasperated. He has been voluntarily hospitalized recently and just this afternoon he was 5150'ed. I am so tired and don't think I can do it anymore, he gets so nasty and has severe delusions about everything. When I try to leave he tries to kill himself. I am so lost.