So it's been a while since I've been on. So I thought I would update any of you who I've interacted with over these months of what's going on in my life.....

I was just on spring break, which was fun. My family and I went skiing. Basically, I got back to school in a highly anxious state because of a test I had the next day. I spend the majority of that Sunday night crying.... not good. The rest of the week stayed along those lines. I was an emotional mess, etc etc etc.

On Friday, one of my friends got in a car crash while I was in rehearsal (she's ok) but I was absolutely freaking out. On top of that, my roommate decided to throw a party in our room, without asking me if that would be ok. So I got really anxious about that. It ended up being fun, which was nice. Basically, this past weekend seemed like it was just what I needed: hung out with friends, got drunk (not too drunk, mind you) and had some good times.

But I find myself feeling anxious about upcoming events. I'm beginning to feel terror about due dates for things coming up and the date the show that I'm in opens. And then there's a guy I'm kind of dating... and I don't know what to think about him. And my friend who got in the car crash really needs help. And I'm annoyed with my roommate for a number of things.

Basically I am not coping. And this is definitely one of those times that I really need to be coping well.

Is this depression setting on? I've been so stable for the past 5-6 months... I've been able to cope with tests and papers etc. What happened?

HELP!!!

Also, I'm sorry if this is not totally clear and concise - I just took an ambien to help me sleep tonight (anxiety's been keeping me up)