I'm feeling a lot better today. It might have been the sleep that made me happier. But today I keep thinking to myself, do people care about me? Do I actually mean something to people? I feel like not much people care about me. The cause might be because my mum doesn't give me much attention. I wonder if I died(when I'm older) , would people take much notice of me if I was gone? I know I sound like a attention seeker but sometimes I feel like don't care about me. I'm not going to commit suicide.I feel happier than yesterday. I truly appreciate that everyone on here cares about me and you all are very very wonderful and kind people. I'm sorry if I said or did something wrong. But last night was bad, my dad shouted at me when it was dinner time. I don't blame my dad for shouting at me because my mum kept shouting at him and arguing AGAIN. This morning my mum was nasty to my dad, I have had enough with arguing -_- My mum said something.. something about my dad making the house bankrupt. That's what has been on my mind recently...