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Originally Posted by Sannah
Your T doesn't want you talking to him about these ^ things?
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First Sannah I want to thank you a million times, you have been more than helpful, a steady reminder in the storm I am in. Thank you.
Every T I have ever had has tossed me in the hospital when I get even close to the dark stuff. My last one wanted me to get an exorcism after hospitalization. I have sui thoughts/urdges and sometimes very detailed plans. I can't talk about them and it's frustrating. I am not there...not ready to take my life, but I would like to be able to talk with someone and figure out why I have these invasive thoughts.
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Originally Posted by abience
If he has said he will work with you maybe you can preface it with - I have these thoughts and that is all that they are and I need to discuss them. Please help me work through them - he will understand that you are not in danger.
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That's exactly what I have been trying to do. I say "I don't need the hospital, I'm not going to act on this" he usually says, "I promise, no hospital" and then I say a bit. But this time (which was far less than anything else I have done or said) he told the SW at the er he WANTED me hospitalized. So now it "feels" like I can no longer share these thoughts.