Hi guys- I posted a few weeks about waiting to hear if I got another position in my company. (It wouldn't be a promotion, basically a lateral move. Some may even think it's a step down. I think it's just using my degree in a different way.)
I'm so stressed out b/c I still haven't heard if I got the job, I interviewed a month ago. There was alot of stress added-I won't bore you hear,but I wrote about in my other post. I hate not knowing what will happen, and I keep thinking 'Is this (all the drama/stress) a red flag and fate trying to tell me that this position isn't right for me?' Now, I'm starting to get annoyed because when I do talk to HR they seem to have no idea what's going on as well, or I have to wait for them to call me back b/c at one point HR thought the manager offered me the job and just didn't tell them. I'm so confused and stressed about this. I feel like there's this 'blackness' hanging over me everytime I walk into work.
I think I would like this new position, and it would be a good change for me (it would be less physically demanding but more emotionally demanding.) I think I could be very good at it, and I want to go back to school for concentration of this new position. I'm so annoyed.
Sorry, just needed to write this out. I'm gonna talk to T about this today too, thank god, I got a session schedule for this week.