For me, no. at least love from family members. i have yet to experience love from someone other then my family during a depressive episode. But roughly, my thought patterns are that in such a way that i believe i am a diseased monster, undeserving of love, and that i have to hide away not to infect anyone else with my hate and pain. i am really quite incapable of accepting that love can be anything but wrong. i see it as false and wrong; lies that my heart is telling me. my brain is my organ of control at that point. And my thoughts are clouded; and directed to self destruction because that's all i know and will ever know, and should ever know.

love is an impossibility; lies from popular culture, and socially accepted norms. slanderous is it's nature; not to be trusted.

doe sthat snwer your question? it's different for everyone.