And then there's the only too real possibility that I emphasize and focus intently on the negatives in order to avoid coming to terms with the real anger, the real sadness, the real loneliness. I have all kinds of IRL stuff pending at the moment that gives me colorable reasons not to summon up the anger, the sadness and the loneliness hidden away in the deepest dungeons of my mind. There are so many wonderful ways of avoiding doing what you have to do. And at that, I must confess, I'm a master. A master with a lifetime of coloratura performances in the avoidance line going all the way back to my crib. Hmmm. You are all really, really good people. Sharing with me your real thoughts and concerns about my situation. And all because you too have had to battle your way through years and lifetimes of different kinds of misery. Thank you. Really. No kidding. From the heart. You're my people, my real people. The kind of people that no IRL person could ever be, except if they too are PC members. A new family. I love you all. Take care.