This is what I wanted to say:

Therapy Sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!
You make yourself vulnerable to your feelings and express/explain them to someone else. You then get to say goodbye and have your heart ripped out of your chest.

God help me find another person to fill that hole. Perhaps I am that person? - IMO there truly is no other person that could fill that role.

Having support is great but it SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when you have to 'let it go'. I'm going to miss having her to lean on even thought I know I can stand on my own.

Another two weeks before my next appt and I'm going to tell her the above. I couldn't even look at her at the end before I left.

This is so painful!