As predicted he arrived home again at 1am.
While the time listening to the music I posted may not qualify as a sit but it sure was relaxing and it really uplifted me. I turned out the lights and left the laptop open just enough to keep the music from shutting off. It was nice just letting myself mindlessly sink into the music. I think I replayed it at least 4 times. It was a treat.
I had a restful time before getting up out of bed. I am loving spring break especially the new alarm clock part of it. I stayed in bed for 15 minutes or so just looking at the branches of the cedar trees in the back yard. They swayed a little as they brushed across the moss covered shed. After so much whiteness it was nice to gaze upone all those shades of green mixed with hints of blue where the sky could be seen.
Nice way to start the day. Doing a good amount of focused breathing and take a few minutes to just close my eyes and recenter as I work my way though tasks involving phone conversations and email communications.
It is noon time and for the most part the business is taken care. I am still awaiting a call back and trying to keep those worry thoughts out of my head. Not worry about what will be discussed but worry my language skills and my ability to stay focused will fail me. I don't like to ask people to repeat themselves because my mind went somewhere else or my mind is blank trying to remember what we are even talking about. I have a post it on my phone with the topic and key points I need to discuss. That is usually helpful.
Going now to make some lunch and have a walk once I get that phone call before digging back into altering the wedding dress. I bought myself a couple more days yesterday so I best not waste any more time. Only put in a couple of hours yesterday and I need to do better then that today.
Catch up with you all later.
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