I sent him this:

My first thought is this: Am I in trouble? Are you going to terminate/refer me? Because I would want to know that before I come.

And my second thought is this: Once I know the answer to that, then I can clear my schedule to come tomorrow at 2 if I need to.

He hasn't replied. I know he does something on Tuesday nights, so I don't know when he'll answer my questions. Or IF he'll answer them.

I hate this. I feel scared.