Dear lovely Suratji,

I could have written what you posted nearly word for word, and I feel your pain. I've got a 15-day stretch coming up after tomorrow, which is likely to be a volatile session, so then--yay!--two weeks of trying to sort s*it out on my own while he goes on vacation.

You raise a good point--maybe PC, despite all the great support, makes it easier to stay in "therapy head" when that might be counterproductive on a lengthy break. Try it and see how it feels.

Did your T provide a backup? Or are you the one who will be away?