Ok, stupid question...

Once you "crack" from an incident that causes PTSD, do you ever feel normal again? As you guys know, my situation was 9 months long, not a lifetime, but I have been unable to handle anything for one year (except one class). I think Sky said it comes and goes.

I am constantly doubting myself and my capabilities...I am afraid of what the future will bring...

Thinking I am never going to get married and stupid things like that.

Feeling very unlike "myself"...It's hard to describe....After I left court I felt like I was 5 years old. I still feel that way but I am getting better, slowly...and now I am thinking, "Oh, no, I have to handle everything everyone else my age does and I have been through all of this".

Everyone says I sound better but still...It's hard. It really is.

I am freaked out.